Not again...

I had a miscarriage. No need to draw out a long story and grab your attention. I went to the ER yesterday for a suspected ectopic pregnancy. The doctor confirmed that the pregnancy seemed as if it was in my left ovary. I went in for surgery today, only to find nothing. I am very grateful that I did not have to have my ovary taken out. I was told that I was on the down side of a miscarriage, that I had been pregnant for atleast 2 months and had lost the child, there was no longer a trace of him. I am heartbroken yet again to have lost my child. This was my third pregnancy, yet I only have one son. I am so blessed to have him though. I know God does everything for a reason, even if I dont understand it right now. Please, if you are able to get pregnant and maintain a healthy pregnancy, be grateful. Dont take advantage of it for a minute. I would give anything to be in your shoes...